Saturday, 30 March 2013

All over but the crying

I couldn't hold out.  I tested today.  BFN at 8dp5dt.  Not even the faintest hint of a second line.

I know there's the slightest of slight chances that this is a false negative.  But I really don't need to hear that right now.  I'll keep taking my Estrace and Crinone until beta on Friday, but it's just a technicality at this point.  I've been feeling it for a while.  We failed.

Pity party, table for one.

17 comments:

  1. I just had a failed FET as well. I feel your pain, believe me. And this is after multiple tries. Very sorry - do something nice for yourself and husband. You deserve it.

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  2. I'm so sorry. Sending a virtual hug.

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  3. i am so sorry and know how it feels. thinking of you. do what you need to do for you and your husband

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  4. Been following your blog for a while now, I'm so very sorry to hear this. :*(

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  5. My heart is breaking right now, hoping while this FET is over, the endgame is not. Wishing the best for you and M, please take care of each other during this time. Hugs xx

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  6. I am so very sorry, I know how much this hurts. We are here for you, and I hope you get to see that elusive second line soon...

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  7. I'm so sorry it was negative : (

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  8. I'm so sorry. This sucks. I hate this for all of us.

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  9. I'm so sorry. This news is heartbreaking.

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  10. Ugggggghhhh. I will join your pity party. I'm so, SO sorry. ((Hugs))

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  11. Wish I had words to say to make it better, but all I can think of is "this sucks". Hugs!

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  12. Aramis, I am so sorry. I'm especially sorry you still have to wait until Friday for the beta to confirm it. I'm so afraid of this being my result on our next and final cycle. I hurt for you right now. Sorry my friend.

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  13. Is there room at the table for me? Like a good episode of Golden Girls, I'll bring the cheesecake.

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  14. I have been away from the computer for a few days, but I have been thinking of you. I wish you didn't have to feel this.

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I'm needy and your comments validate me. Help a sister out!